Okay, so yea no one reads this but oh well.... I told Kene I was going to stop writting in here and he like freaked and told me how he likes reading it...(when did he ever read it? ohh yeah..that one time...way back when :P) Oh well so here I am.. Lets see, what have I done lately? Well... last weekend mom and I went to my grammies, my cousin Jodi came home from B.C and brought her baby boy Elijah who I just met for the first time, he's so cute! Heres a pic of me and him...I have the same effect with all babies, they fall asleep the minute they get in my arms! Haha..oh well atleast they aren't screaming! Nah...I really love kids but ya know...thats wayyyy down the road! So anyway, yeah I stayed there til sunday, also went and saw Kene as much as possible which wasn't much really only about...maybe 4 or 5 hours the entire weekend which is crazy for us... first night we went to the legion and we played pool...he won...but he freakin cheated so bad haha...but Im not a sore loser at all!! Technically tho I won...since he cheated and used one of my balls to bounce off one of his balls or something I donno...he likes to think he won, so I'll just let him believe that lol... then the next night we watched a bit of a Raptors game, and then we just hung out haha...yeah.. Hmm haha, so anyway, me and mom left sunday in a HURRY to catch the ferry haha...it was the 11 oclock ferry (we wanted to get to Frenchy's in digby by 12 even tho it didnt open til 1 :( ) and yeah we had about 2 mins to make it to the ferry...well we made it...frig I was getting a little worried that if we didn't make the ferry mom would have us flying over the passage lol...but we did...I was never more glad for mom to turn my car off then right then. But all in all we had a lot of fun, and it was great to get on the island and be with my family.. However me and mom both realized that we ended up leaving my english essay which I needed again by this monday, and moms glasses case lol which was a bummer. We tried all week trying to figure out how to get my essay back up to me so I could take it to english class and well haha..we ran into issues so dad called me up saturday morning at 9:40am and hes like "I'm going to the island" and I laughed and thought he was joking...he clearly wasn't and told me mom was already and that I could come if I wanted to... "hmm can I go see Kene?" "Yep" "alright I'll be ready!" anyway so off we went.. haha at first I wrote Kene a bounch of msgs on yahoo saying I'd be on the island when he got off work...and then I'm like better idea I'm gonna surprise him, so I went on his yahoo and deleted the msgs I sent him haha...and anyway so I got to the island and first we were going to my uncle Roys and see Jodi and the babies (my other cousin was there now, Issac who's 3) but they weren't there so dad took me right to Kene's. Im like "drop me off at the church so I can surprise him" I got out of the car, walked towards his house, called him and talked to him like normal, then all the sudden I hear this scream and a "OH MY GOD!" and he like swung the porch door open and grabbed me haha..it was so funny and so worth it even though I only got to see him for a little over an hour. Anyway, besides being on the island I have done school work..woot lots of fun lol....*rolls eyes* and drum roll please....I got a 71 on my sociology mid-term... well one of them, the one I thought I was going to flunk! Woohoo!! I was impressed with myself and so was my family so its all good. Anyway...heres another picture we're watching "Dora the Explorer" he never took his eyes off the tv and he is only 5 months!!! (I hate this picture of my btw...so don't laugh..arg)...and I never did mention my spring break with Jessica and Madoka so here is a link for those pics! Later.

xoxo

ps. I took a bounch of new pics...they are on my site! check it out at... Pictures!

Ok sooo I know I said I was going to post...what 2 days ago? But I've been busy...I'm sure you will understand once you see my schedual for this week okay..and lets begin:

Wed. - Sociology mid-term, Math Assignment
Thurs.- Sociology mid-term (another sociology class), and a 6-7 page essay for Political Science
Fri.- Math mid-term

So I have been studing, and reading, and trying to jam about as much information as possible into my brain in a very little bit of time..yeah I know not smart...and yes I know I did just have my "study break" aka "spring break" but come on now, who are we kidding who wants to study during that time!! Yeah...so I have no real excuse other then I'm stupid and not thinking very well...but I guess its something I have to deal with.

Anyway so Kena came up for a few days it was WICKED! lol.... Lets see... we got pizzas, chicken wings, um...donairs lol, went to the movies, watched movies, watched a Raptors game and just chilled... it was so much fun, I love bein around him sometimes its weird because I am totally free...and act in such crazy ways that if it was anyone but him I'd feel so stupid and embarassed but I guess thats what I love about him!! Heres a couple of pictures! You can click on them and it will send you to the page of a bounch of pics I took haha...


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Ya know you need a life when lol



My bfs up so I'll come on and post tomorrow afternoon once I've taken him back home *cries*

xoxo

Uggh... So I donno what the point of writting in here is, because I don't think anyone is even interested or reading but anyway...

I'm goin to pick up Kene tomorrow and we're goin up to my dorm and friends were gonna come but now everythings all messed up, but oh well atleast I'll get to see him for a little before its back to the stresses of midterms and school...arg please don't remind me...

I am excited about going to see him, so much..cuz I've missed him so much... but being back home and all that makes me miss my mom and dad...and its so hard because mom believes that I don't love her or whatever...and it makes me so sad because its so far from the truth...why wouldn't I love my mom? Anyway...tonight she made the comment of "why are you going still?" and I'm like "you know why..." and shes like "well I just hoped that maybe you loved me again" (as in I was gonna stay and be with her..) ugh... I don't understand why she says stuff like that...it makes me cry, worst part was is she's saying this in walmart in front of a bounch of people. I don't understand why I can't love her and my boyfriend both, its either one of the other, doesn't matter to her if I'm happy with him, if I wanna be with him, then I'm chosing him and I can't have her too...and because of this I guess I don't love her. Thats not completely true because before me and Kene even got back I "didn't" love her then either, but now its worse. It just ruins my time of going to be with him because she makes me feel so guilty and sad because I wanna be able to see him a little...I even stayed longer with her then I had orignally planned...but now I just wanna get back and have rough sex...or atleast I can only imagine thats one of the thoughts going through her mind. Ugh...anyway...this makes me too stressed and too sad and cry...so

I guess I should be off to bed, gotta long day of driving (4 1/2 hours) and I don't wanna be tired. Nitez

xoxo

Okkay haha...So its spring break and so far I have done the following... came home (duh lol), went to a baby shower, went and saw my baby girl Trista (I'll add a photo that I took later. ) Talked to Kene (a couple of times lol), eat (A LOT OF FREAKIN FOOD), and slept haha..oh and watched the NBA All Star game! Woot. Yeah so mom and I went to the baby shower on saturday, and we're like "hmm what should we get to eat!" and everything looked great, so moms like "well lets get this, this and this!" it was wings, nachos, and potato skins, and I'm like HMM...OKAY!! Haha.. But then Im like well I really want some mozza sticks so we decided to get those instead of the wings. Haha, I was SOOOO stuffed I haven't eatten that much cheese since...I left home haha! Yep...so thats about the most I've done. Last night it got really cold here, I mean -20 (plus whatever the wind chill factor was) its been SOOO warm hardly had to wear a jacket some days, then this! Anyway, ended up one of the water pipes from the well to the barn broke and all the water pumped out. Had to call and get someone to come deliever water, then later this afternoon the pipes in the bathroom downstairs froze up. Gotta love livin in an old house, in the country lol. The other morning dad woke me up when he opened my bedroom door, and I was like "mann is my window open?!" it was sooo cold in my room, and there was such a draft from when he opened the door that it felt like I was bein hit in the face with cold wind. Haha..ohh man is it summer yet?! Anyway..so I took a couple more quizes haha..these ones I'm proud of however. :D

You Are a Fun Girl!

You are all about having fun - and you don't need to drink to have a good time Sure, you've thrown back more than a few every so often But getting totally stupid and wasted is not your style You're the life of the party, by keeping everyone laughing and smiling

Are You a Party Girl?

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

Okay so I should be in the shower, or cleaning my room for tomorrow but instead I'm taking quizes wooo-freakin-hoo! Anyway...heres my results haha

Your Birthdate: November 6

You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you. Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first. You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world. An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be. Your strength: Your intuition Your weakness: You put yourself last Your power color: Rose Your power symbol: Cloud Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

You Are Boyish Sexy

You're the kind of girl who gets along with all the boys Whether it's holding your own in a game of touch football... Or kicking some major butt while playing Xbox. You hang with the guys easily, while still keeping your girly sexiness.

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

You Are Amy Lee!

Gothy, expressive, woman-in-pain Who looks damn good in a corset "When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears"

Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?

Haha yeh.. I think thats enough..now I should really go shower!

xoxo

Well... Hmm haha, I wanna keep posting on here but I am having the issue of what to write on. Yesterday I ended up skipping my discussion group for Political Science, I was feeling soo sick when I was in one of my sociology classes that I decided to just go home and lay down... got to my room, and laid down about 10 to 11, and I woke up at 3. Yikes! But thats what dristan does to me! So since I woke up so late, that kind of blew my plans of doing my laundry (I have to tonight since I am wearing my last pair of clean socks!) and working on my stupid English essay that is due Friday. FRIDAY! Woohoo, spring break starts. I don't really know why they have spring break already considering we've only been in school for like a month, well I have anyway but oh well, time to "party". Anyway, so I wasn't feeling so good yesterday, and again last night so I finally said "this is it, you're going to the health center tomorrow Kally!" and so I woke up and I finally decided that yes, even tho I didn't feel bad at the moment I should go down and try and get an appointment. Arg, so I get down there and I'm like "I'd like to book an appointment" and the receptionist is like "well we are booked full until friday" and I'm like "ohh man....not only am I going home on friday so whats the point, but...I don't wanna feel like this until FRIDAY!" so she kind of saw the look on my face and was like "well, we take drop ins if its important" and I'm "I think I have a bladder infection" shes like "okay, thats important" so anyway....I went to english then came back since she said I'd have to wait about an hour and I didn't want to miss English class. Anyway, turns out I do have one...woot...so I'm not going crazy and my body isn't going insane which is good...but darn it! Why now! Why before my spring break?! Oh well.. so thats my great story. I walked down to town and got my prescription filled, spent some money I don't have, then went to subway and had a sub...mmm subway. Well....that about sums up my day to this point, I now have one more class to go to (at 4) and then I'll head for supper, and work on my essay! YAY...(note sarcasim) and now I'm off to soci.

xoxo

ps. Yes I know I can't spell worth crap....don't hate! :P